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Reply to Things that you do not want to hear in surgery! in Humor JoeUser Forums

eheheh cute.

Reply to A Sermon On Dating in Misc JoeUser Forums

Adam Brewer sounds like a really familiar name. Does he have dark hair and was he ever in Texas? Maybe my imagination is just playing tricks today.

No More Painkiller in Blogging JoeUser Forums

Every night in my dreams we are still one. My friends tell me that they still see us together in their dreams, too. I miss you but only because I was too impatient to keep you. I asked the other day if we could try again. No, not ever is a pretty good indicator of what you feel about me, even now. There is no excuse for the way I ran. Everyo

Reply to Time To Dream in Blogging JoeUser Forums

No, I'm not black.

Reply to legacy of a teen suicide in Personal Relationships JoeUser Forums

I wish I could let you know that I understand the pain, but in a way I don't. Not out of a lack of sensitivity, but a difference in experience. My boyfriend of two years' father made the choice to leave, and to this day I still don't know why. I wish that I could explain it, but sometimes I think I'm the only one who remembers him.

Reply to I Can't Shake These Blues in Life Journals JoeUser Forums

I feel this too, sometimes. But I want you to know that there is happiness out there, and it can be found in the places you suspect the least. Read my last blog entry, Tifinee. I think you'll understand.

Reply to On The Train in Art JoeUser Forums

This is beautiful. The kind of thing I wish I found in poetry books.

Reply to History repeats itself in Philosophy JoeUser Forums

man vs. machine- more than just a theme for some english paper

Reply to You'll Always Be Gorgeous To Me in Blogging JoeUser Forums

Hello. Thanks for the pointers. I want to know what you think of my latest entry, so if you wouldn't mind taking a look....I'd really appreciate that. :] Thank you for your time. Have a wonderful week.

Tifinee in Life Journals JoeUser Forums

The first day I saw you this year, I wondered at your features and was amazed by the similarities I saw between us. I held my tongue; regret tends to make me look for the innocence I threw away. I assumed that this similarity was just a figment of my imagination. As the days of my senior year grated on, crawling, I heard more and more people saying that you were a you

Time To Dream in Blogging JoeUser Forums

Britney dreamed of showbiz. Hitler dreamed of power. I dream of perfection-not worldwide, not professional. I just want the perfect man. It's not about his looks, there is no perfect there. A black man with deep, piercing eyes and a granite body is just as sensual as a golden Apollo of summer, green-eyed and proud. It's not about how piercing or ge

Fear Is Not An Option. in Blogging JoeUser Forums

Today a thought occurred to me. Why fear? Just ask. No more wondering what the boy will say, or what all the girls will say. No more fearing another slip in my reputation or a wrinkled brow at the mention of my name. From now on, if I have interest, I'll ask for a date. Yay.

All Good Things Must be Tempered With Evil. in Blogging JoeUser Forums

Went to a drill meet in Amarillo today. We stayed overnight, and it was the best drill meet in my four years of JROTC. Yesterday we stopped and explored Palo Duro Canyon before going to the hotel. Palo Duro is so beautiful, but pictures do it no justice, so I doubt a picture for this entry. We scaled the crumbling rocks and navigated around cacti to find a v

Human Perfume in Blogging JoeUser Forums

Today in drill team practice, there was a strong wind, and the sun was caressing my skin. The weather was beautiful, the kind of thing you dream about. Three days until competition, but my mind is on the breeze, combing it as it travels in through my nostrils. There it is again- that smell. Spicy, like cloves, with a hint of something very masculine. Not sweat. Cheap

Reply to and the hate exceeds the love in Blogging JoeUser Forums

k. I know what you mean about not being able to talk to your mom, it's called the teenage years. I also understand about your half sister, but this is where you are running wild within yourself: "Why does everything insist on crushing me" She is just one person, not the end of the world. I'm sorry that she is a blood relative who doesn't want to acknowledge you. It happens to more people than you think, you're not all alone. The easiest t

Reply to No Drama in Blogging JoeUser Forums

YAY

Reply to Naked in Misc JoeUser Forums

Never mind, I just read. I am so sorry I asked that. Funny how we interpret things when we have no background info. I'm sorry. Please, please, do not take offense. I'll be thinking of you, good luck with all of this.

Reply to Naked in Misc JoeUser Forums

You sound like a woman who is definitely planning something....what are you up to?

Reply to Hello and welcome in Welcome JoeUser Forums

Welcome to you. :] have a nice day.

Reply to What's Up With That? in Entertainment JoeUser Forums

Why should we care? It's his money. People are so nosy about celebrities. Yuck.

Reply to Rape Accusations Willy Nilly in Current Events JoeUser Forums

True. Very true. Thank you for that. It's good to have male insight, though I already understood most of this.

Reply to It depends on who the bigot is? in Current Events JoeUser Forums

This is not something previously introduced into my schema. How fascinating. I like it. Keep up the thinking, it's a rare thing in today's society.

Reply to Confessions of a Teenage Sex Queen in Blogging JoeUser Forums

how horny. how honest. how interesting.

What is Love and What is Hate in Blogging JoeUser Forums

Today it occured to me that a friend of mine may never have wanted to be a close friend at all, yet I made her the closest thing I had. I remembered all the times she didn't come through on plans we made, and today I heard about her hanging out with my ex but not me, though she knew me longer, and gave me advice, and though we are all friends, I am hurt. It's not my place to confront her about this, because it's not my place to tell

The Cup is Not Half Empty in Blogging JoeUser Forums

There are too many feelings. This will never be a blog for others to enjoy reading. I DON'T CARE RIGHT NOW. I was daddy's girl once. Once when he was trying to make this work, when he came to terms with the fact that I wasn't a son and he was the only one around to raise me. Then I got older. Now he pushes me down at every turn. He wants me to join the Army and ship out because they'll pay for my college. He told me he doesn'