if you had ranked anxiety, this likely helped
It helped a little too much. I kept playing when I was losing a lot because I really only cared about my rank in Solo Queue. I was actually a little stoked to get demoted cause I'm able to play with my friend Beer without hopping on an alternate account.
Nah, the reasons I struggled this season were:
Gave up Kalista cause they keep balancing her around pro level mechanics. She's even bugged still where if you use attack move click your attack speed slows down significantly. Which means you can't hop away from the angry Xin as fast...
Tried to stop using Attack Move Click cause of the Kalista thing. Figured if I could learn to right click on things real fast like Doublelift I'd get good. Instead I got Silver.
Tried to replace Kalista with Jinx. Turns out low mobility marksmen in Silver Elo are possibly not the best choices.
Support is my best role and second favorite to play but I really don't want to play it 95% of the time. Especially in games I queue in solo after my MMR tanked. Been having a hard time figuring out what roles and champs to play when I don't get Bot.
Been playing with anyone who wants to play Ranked. Karl will attest that I've been playing Ranked with some people that might be better Normal Game Friends. Sorry Karl!
Anyway, all that is sorted out now so no worries. The Solo Queue Dream is dead so gonna start try-harding Dynamic.